Over the past 7 years I have been spoiled because in some form or another I have had the privilege of sharing an office with others. At one time there were 3-5 of us at any given time in a 250square foot room! I realize that all of you introverts out there are wondering how I could define this as a good thing, but for an extreme extrovert like myself, sharing space was life giving. There was always someone to crack a joke with or to bounce an idea off of; furthermore, I believe that great synergy comes from working in close proximity to others. Even while working in silence the presence of others can be a physical reminder that God has not asked any of us to go at it alone. Looking back, I truly cherish those times.
Now, as we have launched out to start ActionCC things are certainly different. I have my own office at Northeast Assembly, to which I am extraordinarily thankful for (I even have room for a book shelf!); however, with my own office comes a sense of isolation… and a bit of loneliness. For an extrovert working alone for the first time in years it can feel almost crushing.
Now that I have everyone feeling sorry for me, let me share the unexpected joy of what I am discovering: isolation is a gift (at least seasons of it). I have discovered that in isolation God’s presence is rich and that seasons of isolation are an important part of all of our spiritual development. The Spirit led even Jesus into 40 days of isolation before he began his public ministry. God uses the quiet to deepen our souls, tune our ears to better hear his voice and to prepare us for what he is going to do through our lives. In short, isolation is more than a gift it is the vehicle in which the Spirit of God breathes life into us. Henri Nouwen, famous for his writings on the spiritual life, goes as far to say, “Without solitude it is virtually impossible to live a spiritual life.” So whether we willing enter it or whether we are dragged in kicking and screaming God invites us to embrace the gift of being alone. As we do we will soon discover that we are not alone.
As I look forward I realize that the gift of isolation will not last. One day, Lord willing, my office will once again be shared with others and creating the space to be alone will once again take work. Thus, this time too should be cherished as it will surly be defined as a formational period in my life.
Just a thought,
J
How do you create space to be alone with God in fast paced world? Do you run from seasons of isolation? In your aloneness do you invite God to speak or do you fill the quiet with your own thoughts and worries of the day? Take some time this week and practice the gift of being alone. Still yourself, even if it is just a few moments, and recognize Christ’s presence in the quiet.